oh this is nothing but bullshit.
lucky matt is coming back tomorrow;
sleepless nights aren't what i'd kill for.
oh yes i'm all emo once again.
&how fucking cool is that.
damn it.
i'd KILL just to have you back.
i'd MURDER just to have you in my arms.
i'd DIE just for your love.
that's how bloody much you mean to me.
but i just don't bloody deserve you.
i had a dream about you again. &this time it felt real.
everything was the same like once before.
the dream replayed. the same dream.
the dream i had when i was with you.
the dream i'd give everything to have it back.
just so i can dream about you.
geez :/ just when will all this bullshit ever stop?
oh shit. i'm in love again.
Disintegration - Jimmy Eat World
I've spent my last nights
strung up and pulled tight.
Holding out, sleep and grow.
An answer comes without a please:
'Do what you want.'
Wonder why I'm so caught of guard when we kiss.
Rather live my life in regret then do this.
What happened to the love we both knew?
We both chased.
Hanging on a cigarette you need me,
you burn me you'll burn me.
Hushed with a finger
Don't say you'll never when you might,
or just another time.
This poison comes instruction free.
Do what you want, but I'm drinking.
Wonder why I'm so caught off guard when we kiss.
Rather live my life in regret then do this.
What happened to the love we both knew?
We both chased.
Hanging on a cigarette you need me,
you burn me you'll burn me.
Lie lie better next time, stay on my side tonight oh
Lie lie better next time, stay on my side tonight oh
Lie lie better next time, stay on my side tonight oh
Lie lie better next time, stay on my side tonight oh
Lie lie better next time, stay on my side tonight oh
Lie lie better next time, stay on my side tonight oh
Lie lie better next time, stay on my side tonight oh
Lie lie better next time, stay on my side tonight oh
Wonder why I'm so caught of guard when we kiss
I'd rather live my life in regret than do this
What happened to the love we both knew, we both chased
Hanging on a cigarette you need me you burn me you'll burn me
What happened to the love we both knew, we both chased
Hanging on a cigarette you need me you burn me you'll burn me.
take care;
& may angels lead you in.
girls; tell him you love him
boys; never break her heart.
1:41 AM
With Love ;
♥debs